Everyone has a lot to work on. I know that I have my own flaws. The biggest thing for me right now is learning to control my own emotions. It's hard on multiple levels. I can always feel it when I'm about to explode and I need to leave the situation. I'm also trying to balance my emotional side and my logical side. So far, things have been getting slowly better.
I've been seeing a therapist again. So far everything seems like it's going okay. She seems to understand a lot of my issues and helps me break it down into more realistic ideas. It seems to help on some level. Right now I have a lot of energy that I need to get rid of, and I'm hoping she can help me eventually balance my energy.
I'm not sure what is going on with me. All I want to do is adventure, and just go and explore. After going to the city, I really want to go back. I think we're going to plan a vacation for our yearly anniversary. It would be nice to just take a break from our daily lives, and spend it with each other just having a great time every single night. I still have to go to a bar for the first time!
Things are still progressing in a positive manner. I just need to learn to calm down and understand what is real and what is not. That our brains tend to make up things in different situations. I also just need to try to meditate and I'm sure that would help!
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