It's funny, being asked if you ever felt like nothing mattered, that no one cares about you. It's funny because I feel like that on a daily basis yet I do my best to provide legit advice.
It's funny how people lecture you about not trusting others but they're usually the same people ready to hop up and leave.
It's funny how no matter how much I try to be a good friend I always get screwed in the end.
Sitting here, I shouldn't be as hurt as I am. I should be used to this by now. I'll never be good enough for anyone. No matter how many times I try to be better, it's never enough for anyone.
So tell me, what reason do I have to keep trying? The days go back and forth rather to stay here or not. Somedays I'm great, and somedays the world's ending. What do you do when no matter what you try, it's still not good enough for anyone around?
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