Nothing

I wish i could feel nothing.
I feel like everyday I'm one step closer to snapping.
I do a pretty good job and disguising it as angst.
Im just so tired of feeling so awful at everything in my life.

I just want it all to stop and I can't even put into words hardly how to explain what's going on inside my head.

I just want the pain to stop. Please. That's all I'm asking for is the ache to stop.