The feeling of lonliness

Recently I can't help but feel like people don't care for me too much. I have always been more of an introvert person. I tend to keep to myself, and I tend to be a quiet person unless spoken too. At my last job, I always had someone to talk too. I was surrounded by people I considered friends or at least strong acquaintances. I don't feel like I have that here.

I thought I did but then that person stopped talking to me. They talk to me sometimes, and we eat at the same table at lunch but that's it. I shouldn't feel bad. I just don't have anything to say. However, I do feel bad. Its nice to have face to face communication during downtime in the work place. 

I'm not good at making new friends. I'm barely good at keeping up with my current friends;I rarely leave the house out of pure choice;I'm terrified everyone secretly hates me. I just wish people would look past these things and maybe they would be willing to get to know me. 

Trying to stay strong and push through. I just hope I'm able to make at least one friend at this job..