I know you're reading my posts.

I know I shouldn't dwell on the past, but when you've had someone in your life for so many years its hard to imagine not having them there anymore.


Why? Because your distant. Because your trying new things. Because your mentally unstable and sometimes things just don't seem to go right. Because you don't ask the right questions. Because you don't show you care in the right ways. Because no one knows how you feel unless you tell them.


I guess that can sum it all up.


Don't worry, I've read yours as well and I hope you're doing alright. I hope you're safe. I hope your relationship is going well. I hope your work is going well. I hope that your somewhat happy with how things are going for you. I know the death of your furry family broke your heart a bit, and I'm sorry for your loss. I still hope you're doing well..


I hope you know I will always care.
It sucks losing someone you called your best-friend.
It sucks throwing away..what? 6,7,8 years of friendship.
It sucks that I care still.


I know you blocked me on Facebook because I searched for you.
I know you unblocked me on Facebook not too long after I searched for your name.
I don't know if you knew somehow I was reaching out, or if it was just a coincidence.


I hope someday we can speak again. I know its a long shot.


I hope you're doing well.